((JJ)) highway to hell

[JJ Yorke]

"You're right. Things would have been different. You would have been dating him while he killed other people. You would have never known that it was him, and you would have been wearing those rose-colored glasses you chicks like to wear so often. You would have gone to the dance, never knowing any different. And you would have been trapped in the gym, and murdered with everyone else. Oh, and I wouldn't know who it was. Everything would definitely be different. But you know what? You would have still ended up a victim, no matter what." He believed that. There was nothing she could have done that would have changed whether or not she was a victim. She would have just been a little blinder, that was all.

He went quiet, though, when he heard her question. He pulled into the cul-de-sac he lived in, parked outside the house, but didn't turn off the engine or take off his seatbelt. "Remember that day last summer, before everything started happening? When we took the ferry to the Islands and went to the amusement park and shit? I was pretty down that day. My mom received a phone call from this dude. Turned out, he was my dad. And all this shit started happening at home. I was confused and I was pissed. And I thought about doing some stuff. I made out this plan. I was gonna go take some sleeping pills and fall asleep out on the tracks. Figured it was a sure-fire way. But then I ran into you. And we started talking and then we ended up doing shit together. And...well, you kinda saved my life. So, you helped me. I figure, I owe you one." He knew she had no way of knowing. But, well, now she did.

[Megan Julia Del Rossi]

Taking his own life? That was not something that she had thought JJ Yorke would ever do. He had everything worth living for. Unlike herself. Maybe, just maybe, she just was not as different as she made herself out to be. Maybe it was being abused all those years by her father. Maybe it was all of those years that she had spent in foster care, jumping from foster home to foster home. She felt sorry for herself and really she needed someone to bring her out of it. But all people were doing was walking on eggshells around her. Where telling her that it was not her fault that she did nothing to deserve it. But what she really needed was a serious reality check. She needed somebody, anybody, to snap her out of her self-pity shit and to make the sixteen year old open her eyes. No one would do that though. They just did the same crap while Megan continued to feel sorry for herself, wishing that she had died that night rather than live like this in pain.

She looked up to the house. It had been so long since she had been in this house. So very long. She remembered the last time she even spend the night in this house. It was the last night before her world as she knew it would change forever. Before coming home the next day. Before watching her own father kill her mother. Before she and her baby sister had been taken away, seperated for the next two years never once seeing eachother, being placed into foster home after foster home. She had also freaked out that night. On JJ. All she could think of was her father. What a relationship with some guy older than yourself should be. She told him that he could do anything to her. Really, the two did have a lot of history together. And to be completely honest, she did miss having the older boy in her life, even if he never cared for her anymore.

Megan looked up at him. “I had no idea. I just-I liked hanging out with you. I-I kind of miss it sometimes. Even if-if you don't.” she spoke in a soft whisper. “But, off the record, I'm really glad you never did it. I would never want you to do something like that. Never.” So much history between the two, since the time she was very young. And maybe, back then he had no idea what she had been suffering. But-that just did not matter anymore.

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[JJ Yorke]

JJ remembered a lot from his childhood. Especially crashing his sister's slumber parties. The last time he did that, he was only ten. It was the night Megan freaked him out. He was such an innocent little boy. He didn't want to do anything to her. And her offer scared him. He had waited until his mom was alone, then confided in her what had happened and asked her what it meant. She told him it meant Megan was a princess, imprisoned by a dragon. Like Sleeping Beauty? He had asked. Exactly. And she needs someone to call CPS so they can take the dragon away. JJ had believed it. He thought a real dragon was at Megan's house. And he decided to slay it. He didn't have a sword, but taking Jay's tool belt, he filled it with knives from the kitchen, every tool with a blade he could find, and his bb gun. He had a knight costume that he put on over the belt. And since he didn't have a horse, he used the next best thing-his razor scooter. All geared up, JJ went to her house.

When he got there, it was nothing like he expected. There were cop cars, and tape all around the house. When a cop told him he needed to go home, he asked what about the princess. He said there's no princess here. JJ was heart broken. In his naive, ten year old mind, that could only mean one thing. So, a teary-eyed JJ went home, reporting that the Dragon ate Megan. Of course, as the years went by, he understood what really happened. Still, he never forgot the girl, the princess he had wanted to live happily ever after with.

He looked at her and bit his lip. ''It never would have worked.'' He said, not explaining further. Instead, he gestured to the door he knew his mom would be behind. ''Hey ma?'' he called. Within seconds, his mother arrived, measuring tape around her neck, reading glasses on her face and her hair in a messy pony tail. She was supposed to be resting, as close to the end of her pregnancy as she was. But she never listened. Even with four buns in her oven.

Larisa scowled at her son. ''you're supposed to be in school.''

''I was. But I got to talking to Megan, and we need a pregnancy test.''

Larisa was taken aback by the news. Again? When would her son learn? She looked at Megan and sighed. With a nod, she grabbed her purse. ''You two stay here. Help yourselves to the kitchen. I'll be back.''

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Status; Finished
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[Megan Julia Del Rossi]

It never would have worked. Never. Never work. Those words echoed in her mind. Why? Didn't JJ like her at all back Then? She had liked him. Always had. He seemed smart and funny. He seemed fearless in the nine year olds eyes. In a way, Megan had looked up to the older boy. This was something that she had never told anyone. Back then., it was hard to trust anyone. She had loved her daddy. Maybe because of how much she liked JJ was whynshe had offered anything. Back Then, she thought it was completely normal. But people change, learn.


She stayed quiet when she saw Larisa and immediately looked. She felt ashamed by this. Felt dirty, disgusting. She didn't want to look up at Larisa when JJ mentioned needing a pregnancy test. She swallowed, and didn't look back up until Larisa began to walk away. She slowly took off her seatbelt. "Never would have work..." she finally spoke, quietly. She looked over at JJ, tears glistening in her eyes. [color=003A60"I looked up to you."

[/color] She spoke, softly, saying something that she had never once told anyone. "I wanted us to be friends. But...but maybe I was just some stupid, naive child. It wouldn't have worked. We could have never been friends. I guess...I guess we can never be friends, huh? No matter what I want...or don't want." She shook her head. "I'm sorry..."

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[JJ Yorke]

JJ looked at her. He shook his head. That wasn't what he meant! Shit. Why had he stopped there? He should have told her. What was the worst that could happen? It wasn't like JJ cared what she thought, right? Wrong. The truth was, JJ wasn't so tough. Oh, he tried to be. But inside, he was a coward. But it was time to tell her. And just accept whatever consequence there was for it. Sighing, he put a hand on her shoulder. ''No. Megan. I--oh, god. Fuck it. I don't care anymore.'' Moving his hand to her cheek, he kissed her.

After a moment, he pulled away and sighed. ''I wanted to save you. So we could live happily ever after--together. But now, look at me. I hurt everyone I go near. I ruin everything. I even fucked up with my kid. I deserve to be in prison. If we had been friends, I would have wanted more. I would have wound up destroying you, too. It never would have worked. I'm a psycho.''

Tagged; JJ Yorke
Word Count; 177
Status; Finished
Muse; What's yo inspiration?
Song lyrics; Blessed with a curse - Bring me the Horizon
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[Megan Julia Del Rossi]

That was defintely something that Megan was NOT expecting from JJ Yorke. A kiss. But she was not about to stop him or push him away either. After what Jack had done to her, she did not think she would ever want to be touched by another boy let along kiss or be intimate with a guy. But she could not bring herself to pull away, even though there was this small part of her telling her to do just that. Though that might be the part that is constantly living in fear because of Jack. Obviously Megan had trusted JJ, though. She must have. She told him that it was Jack who almost killed her. JJ is the first person she confided in about possibly being pregnant. So when JJ did lean in and kiss her, she kissed him back. She could feel her heart completely stop. Not really stop, more like fluttering.

After JJ pulled away, Megan tilted her head slightly. “No, don't say that. You're not a complete psycho.” She took ahold of his hand and looked him in the eyes. “Listen, you're wonderful. If anyone is psychotic, it's me. If ANYONE destroyed me...I was already destroyed when you met me. My father destroyed me. He ruined my life. You are NOTHING like that. Do you hear me? Don't you dare say that. I really liked you. I thought you were the coolest; I thought you were fearless. I guess I needed to believe that back then. Because I was so completely scared of my whole life.” She leaned in, giving him a soft kiss on the cheek, before kissing him on the lips. “I know that being together may not be an option, especially if I am having a baby at sixteen, thanks to the man that hurt me, but I do want you to know that I would have really liked to be your girlfriend. That I would have been the happiest girl in the world. I mean that, JJ. I really do.”

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[JJ Yorke]

JJ looked at her, tears in his eyes. She had no idea, did she? What he had done to Marissa? She might change her mind if she knew. But as he listened to her, he couldn't bear to do it. He couldn't tell her. She thought so highly of him. It was nice. As far as everyone else was concerned, JJ was a punk. Nobody thought he was worth anything. And sure, it was partially his fault. He was a bully. That's all he ever did. Even if he wanted to change that, he never could. But Marissa--what happened with her replayed in his mind over and over. He had nightmares about it. And all he wanted was for his mind to shut the fuck up about it for once. And just then, when he kissed Megan, for the first time in so long it was quiet.

All of a sudden, his impulses took over. His hand went to her back, pulling her closer to him. He kissed her once more, not breaking it this time. And before he knew it, he was picking her up, and heading towards his bedroom. He was in a hurry to get her in his bed. After all, old habits died hard.

Tagged; JJ Yorke
Word Count; 209
Status; Finished
Muse; What's yo inspiration?
Song lyrics; Blessed with a curse - Bring me the Horizon
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[Megan Julia Del Rossi]

Old habits really did die hard. Megan knew that she should not be doing what the two were about to do. But when you are forced to have sex for such a long time, it is actually kind of nice to choose to have sex, rather than being forced into doing such a thing. To be honest, Megan never really liked having sex. But she DID enjoy the feeling of not feeling. It was away for the girl to forget. So not caring who, yes, Megan Del Rossi would have sex. But JJ, he was different. She had sex with the boy once before. But...she HAD had feelings for him. She knew the kind of guy that he was. She did in fact know what happened with Marissa. After all, she was one of the kids to get arrested that same exact day. Her brother getting stabbed. Wait, what was she doing? This was her brother's arch enemy. And when someone in your family hates someone, then so do you. Right?

But Megan could not help it. She had always really liked JJ. Deep down, anyway. She knew him more than just the school bully. She knew that the boy had another side. She saw that back when she was nine. Saw it when he had come to the hospital. Saw it today. So she welcomed it when he had picked her up out of the car and went straight upstairs into the bedroom. Once she was on the bed, the first thing that she had done was taken off her top.

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[JJ Yorke]

This was what he had wanted, so long ago. As he kicked the door open and set her on the bed, his lips finally seperated from hers. He looked down at her, breathless. She took off her top. God, she was so beautiful. The last time they had done this--it wasn't good. He had been controlling, destructive. He had forced her to beg him for it. He wasn't going to do that here. He was going to be gentle. Be the guy nobody thought he could be. The guy that Jenna had tried to get him to be, for Marissa. Well, this wasn't Marissa. And would never be. Not again. She was a pipe dream. But Megan-she wanted him.

''Did you mean what you said? About being my girlfriend?'' He asked. He wasn't sure why he was doing this. He had been with Charlie and it hadn't well. He got her pregnant. Got roped into eloping. But never truly loved her. All that time, it was all about Marissa. Could he honestly say that this would be different? He had no idea. ''Cause I'd like that.''

Tagged; JJ Yorke
Word Count; 209
Status; Finished
Muse; What's yo inspiration?
Song lyrics; Blessed with a curse - Bring me the Horizon
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[Megan Julia Del Rossi]

Girlfriend? After Jack, Megan honestly was not sure that she could ever trust another guy in her life. He had been her first boyfriend, first real boyfriend. And looked what happened there. Jack nearly killed her. And there were times that she wished that he had killed her. But not now. Not right this second. For one moment, Megan was genuinely happy. She wasn’t scared or alone. She did not feel depressed and the need to hide from the world. She knew JJ. Back when the two were kids. She knew that other side of JJ. She once had the biggest crush on him. That was when she was still living with her parents. And when she confessed that crush to Mallory (her best friend), her dad had overheard his eldest daughter. And he punished her for that. Daddy is to be the only man in your life. He had said to her. Over and over again. Repeatedly for days, weeks, months. Because of those words, it took Megan a long time before she even allowed herself to get close to any other guys around her. She even had a hard time getting close to Shayne at first.

“I-I really mean it. I have never been so sure in my entire life.” She placed a hand on his cheek and leaned in to kiss him gently on the lips. She wanted that feeling. She needed to feel it. How it felt to be loved. She wanted to feel the way that her parents felt about one another. She wanted what they had. And she knew that she really did want to make this work. She was not sure if she could take another heartbreak. She would just completely break. She wasn’t sure she could survive another pain in her life.

[JJ Yorke]

He wasn't sure he understood it. Especially this year,their relationship had been volatile. So why would she want him? As he laid there, kissing her, he realized that he needed to stop and talk to her. Sex wasn't going to give him the answer he was looking for. Holy shit, Never, in his entire adolescent life, did he think he would ever volunteer to not have sex, But, as much as he hated to admit it, the more he thought about it, the more he knew he had to do it. So, he pulled a way and ran his hand through his hair, trying to figure out what it was exactly that he wanted to say. He fell silent, staring down at the carpet in his room. He wasn't good at the whole talking thing. He was good at the physical stuff, But he found himself wanting to be good at the talking thing. Maybe it was because of what Chuck did, he didn't know. But one thing stood out in his mind, and he needed to say it,

"You don't know me all that well. Shit, nobody does. And if you're looking for a good time, then I need to know. Cause if I'm here for a good time, but not a long time, then it helps to have a heads up. But if you want something serious...then I guess I'd have to ask why. I'm not a nice person. I've shoved books out of your hands, tripped you. There may have been a couple of times when I stuck you in a locker. So what could you possibly know about me that makes you want to date me?" It sounded crude, and it probably was. He probably wasn't even doing this right. But hey, he was trying. That was more than could be said about him in the past.