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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 13:06:35 GMT -8
It was only a few days after the dance. And there she had saw Jack. Why did she go to Degrassi? Why did she just tell Kate that she would not go? Why?? Jess had thought she was getting better. But...but seeing Jack there...at the dance...at Degrassi...it just brought all of those memories flooding back. No. It couldn't be...he couldn't...why did he hurt her? Why? It completely ruined everything. It had completely destroyed Jess. No...she felt scared and completely alone.
Come on, Jess. Get a hold of yourself... she tried to tell herself. She just wanted to forget. She just wanted to make everything go away. But how? No matter what she did...things just got worse. She remembered taking ecstacy a few days after the attack and sure it helped at that moment, afterwards she had felt worse than ever. She had even tried alcohol to erase her pain.
Shaking her head, Jess finally got out of bed. She should have gone to school that day, but she couldn't. She just faked sick. Which really wasn't a lie. She did feel sick. She looked towards the clock. It was already 4 in the afternoon. She had spent her entire day locked in her room, hiding from the world. She got up and headed downstairs, sitting on the couch, in silence.
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 14:46:41 GMT -8
School was supposed to be his comfort zone. Where he can pick and prod at kid and hang them on flagpoles and toss them in dumpsters. That was HIS school. So what was she doing at the dance? Once JJ had seen her, he had to get out of there. Which turned out to be a good thing, with what happened. JJ had spent the last few days in the hospital, staying by Charlie's side while his mom watched Aubrey. When he was sent home each night at the end of visiting hours, he went home, took his daughter from his mom, and lay in bed, holding his child, and crying. He had left her there. He had left her to be hurt...almost killed. She could have died, and it would have been on his hands. Because he freaked out and left the dance.
Today was different. Today he had gone from miserable to fucking pissed. He wanted to take it out on someone. Someone who really deserved a good beating. He clenched his fists and left the house, leaving his mother to tend to the six babies. He knew where he was going. Because he found out who she was. She was Kate's.
She had taken something from him he never thought could be taken. She had hurt him in ways that he never thought he could be hurt. And she was going to pay...quite literally.
He had a destructive plan. He knew it was destructive. But he didn't fucking care. He needed money, though. He needed five hundred dollars. and now, he knew how to get it. The pussy freaked over Jack. He didn't get it. It was JACK. But he really didn't care. He would use that to his advantage.
As he approached the house, he immediately opened the door. He didn't bother knocking. Oh, no. That would be too nice for what she deserved. "Knock, knock!" he called, crossing his arms and shutting the door behind him, locking it.
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 15:49:16 GMT -8
When Jessica had heard the front door, she just assumed that it had been one of the other kids living here. She didn't expect--but she heard his voice and immediately stood to her feet. Oh, no. This was the last thing that she needed right now. What the hell was he doing here? What did he want? Was he looking for revenge?
Jess swallowed, shaking her head. "What do you want?" she tried to sound tough, to sound like her old self, but that seemed impossible. She was gone. She felt empty inside. "You know...it-it's not nice to just w-walk into people's houses..."
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 16:15:19 GMT -8
JJ laughed, one that lacked all amusement. He stepped closer, grabbing her and pushing her against a wall. Forcing a kiss on her lips, he smirked. "oh, and we both know that you've been so nice haven't you?" his cold eyes narrowed. "You thought you really had me, didn't you? Well guess what, bitch. I'm back. You want to play? Let's play." he growled and grabbed her wrists. "I think we should take this upstairs"
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 16:22:23 GMT -8
When the kiss was forced, she shut her eyes tight, trying to push away. She shook her head. "No...Stop it!" she yelled, terro (pure terror) in her voice. Her mind went back to the night she was tortured. As he grabbed her wrists, she struggled for him to let go. "Get away from me! I mean it!"
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 16:46:20 GMT -8
"That's funny. Didn't I say the same to you?" he snapped. "But you didn't, did you?" he demanded. Eyeing a roll of duct tape in the corner of his eye, he dragged her along as he grabbed it. Tearing off a piece with his mouth, he taped her hands together. "I would do your mouth too. But I wanna hear you cry" he said with a sly smile.
He grabbed a knife. "I should cut you right here and now," he said, putting the tip against her throat. "But I won't. Because I have some fun in mind first." he said, pulling it away and pocketing it. "Me and you? We're going up into the attic," he informed her. Because he knew what was up there. He knew where he could get what he was thinking of.
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 17:00:03 GMT -8
Jesse let out a whimper as he put the knife to her throat. Her mind went to that night. Was it gonna be like that? Was she going to die? She had no idea and really, she was a scared little girl inside. She was not used to feeling like this...to feeling so vulnerable.
Jessica actually had no idea what was up in the attic. That was one place that she had never been in this house. But it still scared her. She tried to take a step back from him. "No...stop it...please...I'm sorry..."
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 17:10:09 GMT -8
JJ had no intention of killing her. He wasn't a psycho like the bastard who attacked the dance. But he didn't think he was out of line, either. Nope, not at all. In fact, he decided he had every right to do this. She raped him, after all. When she apologized, he smirked "oh, sure. Now you're sorry. Well, not as sorry as you will be, little girl." he said and opened the attic door, pushing her up the stairs.
He played with the knife, pulling it back out. "I want you to get on your knees and beg me to punish you" he ordered. "and if you don't, then it'll be even worse"
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 17:18:22 GMT -8
When pushed up the stairs, Jess fell to the floor. No, this couldn't be happening. Not again. She couldn't deal right now. She couldn't! "Please!" she cried out. "Don't!" She looked up at him in fear, getting her knees. She didn't want anyone punishing her. For her sins, her crimes...But she didn't want it to be even worse either.
Jessica looked down at the floor, closing her eyes. Every part of her wanted to cry. But she refused to act like a little girl. "I'm sorry..." she whispered. "I'm-I'm a bad person. I-I-I deserve to be-" she swallowed. "--punished."
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 17:41:44 GMT -8
JJ glared, stepping closer. Grabbing her shirt., he pulled her to him "I said beg me to punish you" he corrected her before practically throwing her back on the floor. He wanted to hear it a particular way. The boy was picky. Walking over to a chest, he opened it up and grinned. Oh, he loved Kate's rennaissance obsession now
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 18:01:43 GMT -8
Jessica let out a whimper as he picked her up by the shirt and threw her back down. She winced, getting on her knees slowly. "Okay! Punish me! Please! I beg of you!" she screamed out, blinking back her tears. She could feel her entire body shaking.
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 20:34:10 GMT -8
"That's my girl," he said and got on his knees, looking through the box. He grinned to himself when he saw what he wanted to use. Walking back to her, he grabbed her arm "stand up!" he growled as he reached for her pants to undo them
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 20:41:42 GMT -8
Jessica got to her feet, her legs trembling. She swallowed when he went to undo her pants. This just could not be happening. It couldn't! Why wasn't she fighting back? Why wasn't she trying to prevent this? Well, because when Jack attacked her, he killed her spirit. Even if he did not succeed in killing her. She shook her head, trembling. But she remained silent.
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Post by JJ Yorke on May 13, 2011 20:45:13 GMT -8
Once he had them down, he turned her around and cut into her shirt from behind her. He didn't see her fear. Or rather, it wasn't registering. The eighteen year old was angry. Once he had the shirt cut off, he went and picked up a whip from the box. "I told you no. Didn't I? Didn't I?!
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Post by Jessica McKinley Carpenter on May 13, 2011 21:41:43 GMT -8
Jess swallowed, choking back a sob. "Yes..." she whimpered, softly, tears glistening in her eyes. Tears of fear. She was scared. No one could understand. This girl...she just was not the type to get like this. "No..I didn't..."
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