Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
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And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Aug 8, 2009 16:36:54 GMT -8
She'd just gotten out of jail just the day before and her father did alot of yelling at her. Not to mentiong that her father had forbidden her from ever seeing Matt again. She couldn't handle that. She couldn't handle never seeing him again. She'd rather die than that. What do you expect? Sure, maybe at first, she kissed Matt just to get back at JJ. It's just-Marissa never expected that she would fall totally in love with the boy. Now, she just couldn't picture her life without him. He meant everything to her. Everything!
What was she gonna do? She was already worried about Matt, with him still in the hospital and all. A part of her was just tempted to run away. But where would she go? It wasn't like she had anywhere to run. She couldn't run to Jenna's. Not with JJ in that same house. Afterall, the boy did hate her so much. He probably wished that he could just kill her right then and there. Maybe then she wouldn't be able to feel the pain that she was feeling right now. She hated feeling this way.
Marissa knew that she should probably be at home right now. But-she just couldn't go home. She just felt as though she wanted to be alone. Maybe her and Matt were more alike than she thought. Maybe even she was a loner. She did only have like 2 or 3 close friends, not counting Matt, of course. She really didn't talk to many people. Hell, Marissa couldn't deny it. Her and Matt were soul mates. He was her one true love. And she was not willing to give him up. But Marissa didn't know if she could defie her father. She'd never done anything to defie him in her life. Marissa loved her father. She'd always been his baby girl. But-maybe it was time to leave all that behind her now. Yeah, Marissa was only just 15-years-old, but she couldn't help the way that she was feeling.
And tonight, where did Marissa end up? At the bridge. Why, she did not really know. But she just felt the need to be alone. It was pretty quiet. Not many cars really past. But what did you expect? Afterall, it was midnight, the stars filled the sky, and the moon was full. She looked up at the sky, tears brimming in her eyes. "Just-tell me what to do, God? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore." A few tears fell down her face.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 8, 2009 12:54:15 GMT -8
Mallory closed her eyes as she put one foot off of the ledge. Her heart jumped and she clung to the pillar just keep calm and do it. Nobody is gonna miss you anyways
At least, that was how Mallory felt. Especially after all those rumors flew around school that Megan and Charlie (or so she thought) started. She didn't want to be here anymore. And when I say here I mean Earth.
At ten minutes after 12, the wind flew in her hair as she looked down at the water, deep and dark in the moonlight. She looked up at the sky before closing her eyes again
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
Degrassi
And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Sept 8, 2009 13:00:25 GMT -8
Wiping her eyes, Marissa looked over and noticed Mallory. The two weren't exactly friensds, but even she had heard the rumors. Of course, she didn't believe them. Even she had rumors flying around the school about herself. Slowly, Marissa began to walk over to Mallory. She cleared her throat, letting the girl know that she was not alone.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 8, 2009 13:04:04 GMT -8
Mallory jumped and looked at the girl, tears running down her face. She knew who Marissa Manning was. Everyone did by now, she was sure. But she wasn't friends with her. And from what she heard about her, she probably wouldn't like her. "just go away! I don't want to be preached at by some stupid Bible person!" she wouldn't use the word thumper. She wasn't mean enough to use derogatory terms. But she wanted her to leave her alone
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
Degrassi
And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Sept 8, 2009 13:15:08 GMT -8
"Excuse me? I don't preach. And if I did, I'd probably be the world's biggest hypicrite. So, don't even act like you know me. And I'm not leaving. I'll just stand right here and stare up at the sky." Marissa looked up. "It's a beautiful night, don't you think?"
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Post by Deleted on Sept 8, 2009 13:16:40 GMT -8
"I-I guess" Mallory said, looking down at the water. She swallowed "You can't stop me." she informed her
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
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And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Sept 11, 2009 3:16:18 GMT -8
Marissa nodded. "Oh, I know." She then climbed over the ledge herself, and looked down below. "Death can be a really scary thing, but if you pln on jumping, I'm not gonna let you do it alone. If you jump, then I'll jump too."
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Post by Deleted on Sept 11, 2009 14:58:34 GMT -8
Mallory looked at her "why would you do that? You don't even know me" she demanded, looking down at the water, and back at her
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
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And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Sept 12, 2009 12:12:18 GMT -8
"No, I don't. Doesn't mean I couldn't get to know you. I've seen you around though. You seem like a sweet, nice, smart girl. And if anyone has made you feel like killing yourself, that's their own damn fault. But I won't let you go through this alone." Marissa insisted.
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Post by Jeremy Jeremiah on Sept 12, 2009 14:07:30 GMT -8
Mallory nodded "ok. Let's do this. You first" she said, looking down
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
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And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Sept 19, 2009 9:45:00 GMT -8
Marissa didn't actually want to do this, but now she had no idea what to do. Her mind went to Matt. She couldn't just leave him like that, especially with him being in the hospital. He needed her. "Mallory..." she sighed, and looked at her. "Before we do this, can you tell me why you wanna die in the first place?" Oh, yeah. She was stalling.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 19, 2009 16:45:21 GMT -8
Mallory shook her head "no. It doesn't matter. Just jump!"
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
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And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Sept 22, 2009 17:04:43 GMT -8
Marissa nodded, before looking down below. "I will. I will. I think you should jump first though. Come on. If you want to kill yourself, then jump. Just do it." She tried to pressure her. Marissa was sure that Mallory didn't really want to jump.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 24, 2009 11:28:43 GMT -8
Mallory's jaw dropped. She was offended! "what kind of sick person are you??" she demanded, glaring at her "I don't want to jump! I can't believe you would actually try to make me!" she hissed, getting down "you're twisted in the head!"
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Marissa Michelle Manning
Grade 10
Degrassi
And she's waiting patiently for the boy who's never going to come back.
Posts: 3,073
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Post by Marissa Michelle Manning on Apr 26, 2010 14:34:21 GMT -8
Marissa smirked and got down. "Well, it worked, didn't it? I knew you didn't want to jump. I was only trying to help you out."
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