Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Sept 19, 2009 18:37:14 GMT -8
It was September; not even two months after Megan had turned 9. She was always afraid of going home, and she went through twice as much, considering that she was always trying to protect her sister. Even if that meant putting herself in danger more. Whenever she was with her friends, whenever she was at school, or in public, Megan hid behind a mask. She acted as though she were a happy-go-lucky child. Well, she was anything but happy. She was broken and torn inside.
When she was gonna spend the night at her friend, Jenna's house, Megan made sure to send Hayleigh some place where she knew that her sister would be safe. At lease she could go the next 24 hours without worrying about getting beatened, about getting raped.
She had lost her innocense at 6. It was her father, her own damn father's fault. Of course, he'd started hurting her when she'd turned four. He just never raped her until on her 6th birthday. And that traumized Megan. At first, she thought it was okay, but she began resisting it, fighting and arguing back. But that got her into more trouble. So she learned to shut her mouth, and take whatever she had coming. She believed that it was all her own fault. It had to have been, right?
Megan wanted to tell someone what was going on, but she couldn't. She refused to tear her family apart. But, really, how together was her family right now? Her mother had been in complete denial, her father was a psycho, and Hayleigh? Hayleigh never...never got it has bad as she did. And why? Because she tried to protect her baby sister no matter the cost.
At night, she'd lay in bed, trembling and having nightmares. But she usually slept a lone, so no one knew about them. Well, that is until tonight. What she didn't tell anyone was that her father also victimized JJ. When she was little, about 6, she used to have the hugest crush on the 8 year old. But she was terrified. It's not like she really realized that he didn't want to do all that to her.
She was sound aleep, tossing and turning, whimpering in her sleep. Nightmares. They were the worst. And tonight was the worst, yet. She was laying on her stomach, when suddenly she woke up in terror, screaming.
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Post by JJ Yorke on Sept 20, 2009 7:03:24 GMT -8
Larisa and Johnny had agreed to let the kids sleep in JJ's room together, since his room was bigger and Jenna was sharing with Grace. JJ was the first to wake up to the screaming "Megan?" the 11 year old frowned. He got up and went over to the girl and pulled her into his arms. He knew what was wrong and wanted to help her
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Sept 20, 2009 12:29:53 GMT -8
When JJ pulled her into his arms, Megan tried to push him away from her, screaming. "No! Please! Don't hurt me! I-I'll give you a blowjob if you want! Just don't hit me!" She yelled, tears falling down her face.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 22, 2009 0:03:38 GMT -8
JJ's eyes widened "wait, huh?"
Jenna's eyes fluttered open "Megan?" her eyes widened and she ran out into her parents' room "mommy, JJ's hurting Megan"
"what?" Larisa jumped up and ran into the room "Joseph James Tiberius Yorke, you leave her alone right now!"
JJ let go of her "what'd I do??"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Sept 22, 2009 0:08:18 GMT -8
Megan knew that JJ wouldn't have hurt her, but she was too scared to really see. "No!" she screamed and pushed JJ away, backing up. She brought her knees to her chest and started crying. "Just-leave me alone! Please-please-don't hit me! I-I'm sorry!I didn't mean to be bad."
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Post by Deleted on Oct 1, 2009 13:08:25 GMT -8
JJ looked at his mom "mommy, I didn't I promise!"
Larisa picked Megan up "shhhh" she said softly and went into the living room, rocking her
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Oct 1, 2009 13:11:47 GMT -8
Megan whimpered as Larisa picked her up and took her into the living room. "I-I-I don't want to be hit anymore." she spoke in a low whisper, burying her face into Larisa's shoulder.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2009 4:37:53 GMT -8
"you won't" Larisa whispered "I won't let anyone hit you"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Oct 11, 2009 4:44:12 GMT -8
"My-my-my dad..." she whimpered out. "He-he-he hurts-hurts me." She stuttered through her tears.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2009 4:45:51 GMT -8
"not anymore" she said instantly, rocking her "mama Larisa's here"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Oct 11, 2009 4:56:40 GMT -8
Megan sniffed, and wiped her eyes. She rested her head against Larisa's shoulder. "I don't ever wanna go back home." she whispered.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2009 5:16:23 GMT -8
"shhh everything will be ok" she whispered "get some sleep, I'll hold you"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Apr 19, 2010 22:23:26 GMT -8
Megan nodded and layed her head against Larisa's shoulder, and put her thumb in her mouth. It was something that she did alot, especially when she was scared.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 23, 2010 15:18:34 GMT -8
Larisa kissed her head and grabbed a blanket that had been on the couch and covered the little girl up. She rocked her and began to sing
"I'll be your candle on the water
My love for you will always burn
I know you're lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting
Don't give up you'll have somewhere to turn
I'll be your candle on the water
'Till ev'ry wave is warm and bright
My soul is there beside you
Let this candle guide you
Soon you'll see a golden stream of light
A cold and friendless tide has found you
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down
I'll paint a ray of hope around you
Circling in the air
Lighted by a prayer
I'll be your candle on the water
This flame inside of me will grow
Keep holding on you'll make it
Here's my hand so take it
Look for me reaching out to show
As sure as rivers flow
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go..."
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Apr 25, 2010 0:24:26 GMT -8
Megan closed her eyes and continued to suck on her thumb. Larisa's voice was soothing to her and she began to calm down a little.
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