Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Jan 18, 2009 12:13:48 GMT -8
After school, Megan went straight up to her room and locked the door. She sat down on her bed, fighting her tears back. So much had been going on lately. More than Megan could really handle. Despite what anyone, even Aidan, would say...she really never believed a single word of it. 'Daddy loves all of us.' 'It's not your fault, Megan.' Yeah, right. She didn't buy a word of it. In Megan's eyes, none of that would have happened if she hadn't been acting out.
Acting out? When all she was, was a scared little girl inside. But was anyone worried? Concerned? Of course not. Megan was trying to make herself believe that they would all be better off without her. So, maybe, that wasn't true. But it was better than the truth.
Okay, so Aidan knew the truth. But she wasn't worried about him telling. Not anymore. Because Megan wasn't planning on staying here. She was planning her escape...her get away.
There were things that had to be done before her train would leave at ten. A note to write, belongings to pack...So when it came time to dinner at seven, all Megan had said was that she was not hungry and stayed locked up in her room. There was no time to waste, not today, not now.
Okay, so Megan didn't want to leave. She loved her family, more than they probably knew. Which is why she had to leave. Megan wanted to protect them. Her leaving was for their own good...or so she believed.
Megan got up from her bed and walked over to her closet. She pulled out her black duffel bag and set it down on her bed. Going over to the dresser, she grabbed some clothes and stuffed them into her bag. Afterwards, Megan sat down at her desk and turned on her laptop. She thought about the right words to put as she turned on Microsoft word. This would possibly be the hardest thing Megan would ever have to write. She began typing...
To My Loving Family; I am so sorry. But I just can't stay here anymore. It's for everyone's own good. Now, don't get me wrong...I love all of you. So very much. But, now, I am afraid to say that it is time for me to move on. I have to live on my own two feet, now. Remember, I had to learn to be strong at a very young age. But also believe that you showed me how to learn to love, to trust. You mean the world to me. And, please, do not worry about me. I'll be just fine on my own. I love all of you. Goodbye. Love Always, Megan
Megan left her laptop on and opened so that her letter would be found. Hopefully, they would just understand. Hopefully, they would just let her go. A few tears escaped from her eyes, but she quickly wiped them away. This had to be done.
Megan opened her desk draw and grabbed two things. First, she pulled out her broken locket. More tears fell. She held it tightly. "I love you, mama." she whispered, quietly, before putting it, safely, in the pocket of her hoodie. The second thing that Megan pulled out was her switchblade. She had somewhere managed to get it back, without anyone knowing. Especially Aidan. She stuck it, carefully, inside her sock.
Looking at the time, she noticed that it was nine o'clock. One hour to get there. Grabbing her bag, she opened her window and tossed her bag outside. Pulling up her hood, Megan grabbed her purse, making sure her wallet and cell were inside. Then, unlocking her bedroom door, she slid out of her room. The coast seemed to be clear. Megan walked downstairs, slowly, quietly. No one in sight. She walked out the front door.
A house full of people. How was she able to sneak out? Megan walked to the side of the house, grabbing her bag. And headed down the street. "Goodbye." she whispered.
By the time Megan had gotten to the train station, it was 9:35. Twenty-five more minutes...and then she would be out of here. For good. She got her ticket and took a seat on the bench...Waiting.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 5, 2009 17:29:15 GMT -8
Matt banged on Megan's door "yo Barkey, you have a phone call!" he shouted, leaning against the wall. He waited a few minutes then pounded again "Megan!" he checked the handle and opened it. When he saw the letter, his eyes narrowed. No way was his little sister leaving! He grabbed his jacket and ran as fast as he could. He knew that the only way she could leave without having her id checked was the train. So he booked it to the train station. It was 9:57 when he saw her "Megan!" he yelled and ran to her
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
Home-Schooled
Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
Posts: 2,454
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 5, 2009 17:36:03 GMT -8
The announment came on the intercome, saying to board the 10:00 train leaving for Vancouver. But as Megan stood up, determined to get away from everything, she heard Matt voice. Which caused her to spin aroun, quickly, only to see her brother run over to her. Her eyes were slightly red from crying, but she wasn't crying now. No, she had to remain strong. If she was gonna make it on her own. "M--Matt...What are you doing here?" She figured if she left the note, by the time anyone would find it, it would be too late. Guess she was wrong about that, too. What's new?
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Post by Deleted on Feb 5, 2009 17:42:36 GMT -8
"you can't go. I don't care what you did, you can't go" he told her, running right up to her
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
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Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 5, 2009 17:46:40 GMT -8
Megan bit her bottom lip, and gripped tighter onto her duffle bag. "Why would you care? Why would anyone care? Face it. None of you need a screw up like me around. You'd all be better off without me."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 5, 2009 17:50:26 GMT -8
Matt rolled his eyes "hey, at least Ellie's house is still standing. Remember the fire? That was me. You're not that much of a screw-up"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
Home-Schooled
Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
Posts: 2,454
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 5, 2009 17:53:13 GMT -8
"But--I got us taken away from daddy. I know he didn't mean to." Megan looked down at the ground trying hard not to cry. "If I didn't get arrested and brought home by a cop for vandalizing Marco's car, that wouldn't have happened. It's all my fault. I never meant things to go that far. But--well--" She shook her head. "The reason isn't important." Not important? Of course it was important. But only Aidan knew, and so far he hadn't told anyone. Yet.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2009 19:35:01 GMT -8
"and dad doesn't care about that. He just wants ys back--all of us. He'd be pretty upset if that didn't include you"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
Home-Schooled
Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
Posts: 2,454
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 6, 2009 19:39:08 GMT -8
Megan bit her bottom lip and dropped her bag to the ground, as she took a seat on the bench. "'m trying to protect you guys. And for that, I need to leave. And don't ask me why. I can't say.""
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2009 19:57:23 GMT -8
Matt sighed and grabbed her bag "well you're not leaving without telling me"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
Home-Schooled
Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
Posts: 2,454
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 6, 2009 20:05:13 GMT -8
Megan watched as Matt grabbed her bag. "Hey! Give that back." She spoke, getting back to her feet. "You know what? You had no right running away when you burnt the house down. Ben and Marco would have understand. They've basically always been your parents. What about me, huh? You can't say the same thing. But guess what, Matt. you know nothing...nothing about me. Because I didn't want Ben and Marco letting any of you know. To know the truth. The whole story."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2009 20:19:17 GMT -8
"they would understand your issues!" he said angrily "I don't give a damn how long you've been with us, you're family. So shut up and go home"
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
Home-Schooled
Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
Posts: 2,454
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 6, 2009 20:23:13 GMT -8
Megan crossed her arms over her chest. "Oh yeah? And who's gonna make me go home?" She retorted, stubbornly.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2009 20:29:41 GMT -8
Matt smirked "I will" he said and advanced threateningly
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Megan Julia Del Rossi
Home-Schooled
Grade 10
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.
Posts: 2,454
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 6, 2009 20:32:22 GMT -8
Megan took a step back. "Matt! Leave me alone, okay?!" She spoke, sternly. "I just--I can't go home."
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