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Post by Deleted on Jan 31, 2013 20:18:35 GMT -8
( w i l d , h o r s e s , I , w a n n a , b e , l i k e , y o u )THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND, I'LL RUN FREE TOO
Degrassi. Home of the fucking cunts. Dawn really didn't get what the bitch was thinking. What, that she wouldn't get caught tagging her locker? That she wouldn't recognize that fucking retarted Degrassi jacket she had on? Dawn had skipped school, gone to Degrassi, and when she saw the girl outside, had given her the beating of a lifetime. She wouldn't even dream about fucking with Dawn again. And there was no fucking way that she wasn't going to need a hospital. Dawn was satisfied with herself, even if she did have the other girl's blood on her shirt. Whatever. It was like a fucking souveneir.
She wanted to see her dad before she went home. As she headed to his house, she saw a couple of other Degrassi freaks. These ones, she recognized. Yeah, the nerd was in the fucking papers a while back. Something about the Sniper. And the younger one, the dark haired cunt? She was in the massacre. Both were from Degrassi. And that's all Dawn needed to know. She went up to the nerd first, slamming into her shoulder. ''Watch it, bitch!”
Mallory blinked. ''I'm sorry''
''Not as sorry as you're going to be. Your ass is mine.'' she hissed as she clenched her fist.
''I really don't want any trouble.'' And she didn't. Mal didn't deal well with trouble.
''Yeah, well, you found it.'' she said and threw a punch at her face. The girl fell, her glasses breaking.
''Mallory!'' Yasmine crouched down beside her sister. ''Leave her alone!''
''Maybe I will,'' she kicked Yasmine in the stomach. ''Maybe I won't.'' With that, she grabbed Mallory by the hair and slammed her head into the concrete sidewalk. She was definitely out for blood today
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Jan 31, 2013 20:46:00 GMT -8
& what lies lurk in kissesFOR THAT FACE WHICH LAUNCHED A THOUSAND SHIPS• • • • • • • • • • • •
Cross hanging off the list. Failed. Jumping, slitting wrists, cross off. Failed. Megan kept on trying. Trying to take her own life. But nothing ever seemed to work. Everybody kept interferring. Why couldn't they just leave her be? Why couldn't they just let her die already? Couldn't they see that she wanted to die? That she hated living? After the suicide incident, now everyone in her contacts knew about her seeing Jonathon, this kid. She felt ashamed, embarrassed. She knew that this was entirely her fault. Knew that she had gotten exactly what she had deserved. Three days. That was how long that she was forced to stay in the hospital after her suicide attempt. Three days! It was only yesterday morning when she had been released. Once home, Megan had locked herself in her room. Whenever anyone would knock on her bedroom door, she would either tell them to go away or she just would not say anything at all. She wanted to be alone. She sat by her window sill, just staring out the window. She had only gotten three, maybe four hours of sleep before she woke up screaming.
Now, she was sitting in the same exact spot as the day before. Just wanting to die. But was not sure what to do where she could not be saved. She looked down, recongizing this girl from Lakehurst. Now, she did not know her name or anything. But she knew of her. She then saw the girl beating up Mallory and then Yasmine. She slowly got to her feet and headed down the steps, out the front door. She walked towards where Dawn was. Maybe that girl could help her get the job done. “Hey!” she called out. “Leave her alone and I'll make you an offer that you cannot refuse.”
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Post by Deleted on Jan 31, 2013 23:40:45 GMT -8
( w i l d , h o r s e s , I , w a n n a , b e , l i k e , y o u )THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND, I'LL RUN FREE TOO
An offer? What the fuck could she have that she would want? “Who the fuck are you?” She hissed. But already, Dawn was intrigued. She had the nerve to approach her. Smirking, she turned to the other two. “Fuck off!” She yelled at them and they wasted no time getting up and running away. “Cunts,” she spat at the ground and turned back to her. She had no fucking idea that the two were related. If she knew, maybe she'd be nicer. Then again, maybe not. She hadn't really begun to value family. She hadn't even called her father daddy yet. Family was a complicated mess. Now, friends were a hell of a lot easier. Like Kaden. She knew exactly where she stood with Kaden. Though, even he wasn't so simple these days. Befriending a Degrassi kid? Sure, Matt was hot. He was a good kisser. Still. What the fuck?
She walked up to her, her arms crossed. ''You wanted me? You got me. Now what the fuck do you want? And don't fucking waste my time, bitch, or you'll regret it.'' Dawn was the only kid in her gang of friends besides Kaden who would be liable to do anything. Gabe, Nolan, the others? They had boundaries that they wouldn't cross. Like what went down with the Degrassi couple right before the dance. To Dawn and Kaden, it was not that bad. But Gabe squealed, went home and cried to his daddy. Who made the rounds and called the other parents. Got Nolan sent to Degrassi. Dawn's mom never got the message. It was pathetic. Gabe was such a pussy. Not like Dawn. She was truly dangerous. And she loved every minute of it.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 1, 2013 12:10:23 GMT -8
& what lies lurk in kissesFOR THAT FACE WHICH LAUNCHED A THOUSAND SHIPS• • • • • • • • • • • •
This girl, she was definitely perfect. “The name's Megan. Megan Del Rossi.” she quickly answered when asked who the fuck she was. She needed this. All Megan thought about anymore was death. During the day, at nights in her sleep. Practically 24/7. This was it. This girl seemed dangerous enough. She could get the job done. Right? She sure as hell hoped so. She wanted to, no needed to, die. She just did not want to be alive anymore. Maybe she did have family. Maybe they loved her. Maybe they didn't. Matt... she just could not take him anymore. Blackmailing her? He was another reason why she needed out. Because he's turned into such an ass. Megan doubt he would even miss her. Not anymore. But Megan just did not care anymore. She could not care. It was not like he was her real family. None of them were. Hayleigh... she was. And even she had practically lost her mind. And wanted nothing more to do with her. She felt like she was practically on her own now. Well, she might as well have been.
Megan dared take a few steps toward her. “Listen, you seem like you want to hurt someone. Maybe it's because you hate all Degrassi kids. I don't know. I really don't care. So here's my offer. Take it or leave it, but I would hope that you would just accept it.” Megan swallowed and held up both hands. “You can go after me. I won't scream. Won't fight. You can do anything you want to me. As long as it kills me in the end."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2013 12:14:16 GMT -8
( w i l d , h o r s e s , I , w a n n a , b e , l i k e , y o u )THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND, I'LL RUN FREE TOO
Del Rossi. Like Matt. Was this his sister? She watched her. Listened to her. Then chuckled. ''Are you fucking crazy?'' she was asking to die. And maybe, Dawn should have felt like she couldn't. Like it would be going too far. But she didn't. The only thoughts going through her head was that the girl wanted something from her that most people didn't. And she was fucking bold enough to seek her out. Dawn had no idea why she would do that, but she was definitely intrigued. The girl must be truly fucked up, to want to die. For a second there, she felt sympathy. Thankfully, it passed fairly quickly. She wasn't prepared for this. She almost wanted to turn to her dad for advice. But he was a computer geek. He'd never understand.
Dawn looked around. ''How do I fucking know that this isn't some goddamned bullshit trick? You Degrassi cunts can't be trusted.'' And in her mind, it was true. Ever since she got involved in this whole rivalry, which was pretty much when Kaden had, Dawn had learned that Degrassi kids could be sneaky. Even the nice ones were known for setting traps. Like the time JJ Yorke asked her out. He said that he didn't care about rivalries. But he never did show up. Seven girls did, though and Dawn was held down, molested, and beaten badly enough to wind up in the hospital with a broken arm and some cracked ribs. Not to mention swelling and bruising all over her face, and broken teeth. That was when she was thirteen. So, did she trust Degrassi kids? Absolutely not.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 1, 2013 14:34:19 GMT -8
& what lies lurk in kissesFOR THAT FACE WHICH LAUNCHED A THOUSAND SHIPS• • • • • • • • • • • •
A trick? Never. This was something that she needed to happen. She needed to die. She craved it. “It's no trick. We can go someplace else. In private. Someplace that you choose. Right now. I want this.” She swallowed. Yeah, maybe she was actually scared to allow someone else to kill her. But maybe this way it would be too late for anyone to stop her. Maybe. She stood up straight, staring at the girl that stood before her. Hoping that she would just believe her already.
“Look, maybe you heard of me. One of the Sniper's little victims. I should be dead anyway. I want to die. End of story. I won't struggle, won't scream, won't fight it. Let's get somewhere, in private.” Biting her lip, she decided to pull up her sleeves to show her scars. The ones that she had done herself. “Maybe I am fucked up. I don't care. But maybe this will show you that I am dead serious.”
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2013 2:07:23 GMT -8
( w i l d , h o r s e s , I , w a n n a , b e , l i k e , y o u )THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND, I'LL RUN FREE TOO
Dawn was obsessed with the Sniper. She wanted to meet her. To find out what kind of fucked up life she had led. So as soon as she told her that she was a victim, Dawn leaned forward and checked behind her ear. Her fingers touched it tenderly. That scar. All of a sudden, she was seeing her differently. But not in the poor-you way the rest of the fucking city probably was. ''And I can do whatever I fucking want? No matter what?'' She had never felt like this before. She was fucking straight! Just ask Craig Manning. But for some reason, she felt close to her. Probably because of that scar. It had her mesmerized.
Dawn nodded. ''The ravine. I'm in if you'll answer a fucking question. How does the Sniper manage to burn a perfect circle?” Because, she wanted to try it. Not on anyone else. On herself. She had tried it four times already. But it didn't look right. And all she was left with as a fucked-up arm. It wasn't like anyone ever knew. Dawn wore long sleeves long before the Sniper. She didn't have a boyfriend, because who would be fucked up in the head enough to date her? Dawn knew what a bitch she was. She had even admitted that to her dad. So it wasn't like anyone gave a flying fuck enough to catch what she was doing. Which was a damned good thing because they'd have her committed. Dawn wasn't crazy. She knew that. She was just a fan. Not because people were dying. She didn't like that part at all. But she did think the Sniper was fucking brilliant. Of course, she wouldn't say it out loud. At least, not to Megan.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Feb 4, 2013 0:02:24 GMT -8
& what lies lurk in kissesFOR THAT FACE WHICH LAUNCHED A THOUSAND SHIPS• • • • • • • • • • • •
This girl wanted to know how he did her scar? She reached up, feeling the scar behind her ear. She would answer anything as long as she got what she wanted in return. “Wedding band.” she spoke instantly after being asked. “Wrapped it in foil. Set it on fire to make it out. That's all there is too it.” She folded her arms across her chest. Okay. She could not take it anymore. Her life was now officially in this other girls hands. And that was something that she was okay with. She was desperate enough that if it was Jack that she saw first, she would gladly go up to him and ask him to finish what he had started. “So, I answered your question...”
She began walking in the way of the Ravine. “Now it is time for you to hold up your end of the deal. Right now. Let's go.” Yeah, she was anxious to get this started. She was anxious to finish the job. And she seemed to be resenting everyone lately. Mallory for saving her from Jack. Natasha for saving her from jumping. This time it had to work. It just had to. It really did not take long to reach the Ravine. And that was when she turned back to Dawn. “So, where at then?”
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2013 20:59:10 GMT -8
( w i l d , h o r s e s , I , w a n n a , b e , l i k e , y o u )THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND, I'LL RUN FREE TOO
So that was how it was done. She would test it first, to make sure it would work. Then, she would do it. Right behind her ear, just like everyone had. She didn't want to have an actual run in with the Sniper. Unlike Megan, she had no desire to die. Now that she had her answer, she followed her to the ravine. She noted that Megan had known exactly where it was. Dawn smirked. So Megan was one of those girls. Good. It somehow made it all easier. Dawn had never actually been here. She was naive and innocent in a way. She knew to an extent what went on here. But she knew from hearing stories only. And part of her wanted a story of her own to tell.
She asked where. Dawn looked around. She didn't answer at first, because she didn't know what her answer was. Until she spotted a parked vehicle. ''the van.'' part of her was nervous. Another part of her was excited. She kissed her briskly. ''You did say anything. Megan Del Rossi.'' with a grin she went to it and opened the sliding door. She turned to her with a smirk. Taking her cell out, she took a picture. Perfect.
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Post by Megan Julia Del Rossi on Mar 13, 2013 8:09:37 GMT -8
This was it. Megan knew that much. If she was going to die, then she did not care what Dawn was going to do. Nobody understood just how much she really wanted this. No one could possibly ever understand her desire to die. Sure, there would be people that she would miss, but she thought that her death would be for the best. For everyone. She knew that it was rather selfish, but people did not know the whole story. She was so sure that she was doing this for everyone, not just herself. She thought that she was protecting others.
Megan kissed her back when she was kissed by Dawn. She nodded and followed her over to the van. “Yes… anything.” She was rather curious as to why she took a picture, though she was not going to ask. It did not really matter all that much, anyway. Now did it? Finally, Megan climbed into the van and waited for Dawn to get in as well. “I’m ready… for anything.”
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