if i die young :: Larisa

Her hands clasped over her ears. The babies were screaming, Ian was having it out with the new kid...and all she wante*d was her mom there. Jenna had never felt so helpless. She had always had her mother there to take care of things. Sure, she loved her dad. But he wasn't her mom. She was the miracle worker. She was the one who could take care of everyone, she could save the world if she wanted to. Without her, they all fell apart.

"Will everyone just shut up?!" she yelled out, which only managed to make everyone louder. she heard the doorbell ring and stood up, wiping the tears from her eyes. "If that's the cops, you guys are gonna be in trouble!" she yelled again, but nobody was listening to her. She wasn't even sure why she even bothered. Sighing, she opened the door and blinked. "Megan?" What was she even doing there? This was the worst time in the world. Jenna knew she looked terrible; she had been crying for hours. Not exactly something the tomboy did much. But, what was she supposed to do? Her mother was in the ICU. She had been found with a board nailed to her! And at the moment, they didn't know if she was going to pull through. Her blood loss was hard to recover from. Which, made things so much harder to take.

She heard a crash and looked in the house. "Hey" she finally said, closing the door behind her and stepping outside. "sorry. It's pretty chaotic here tonight. But, I mean you get it right? Big family and all?" and no mother. God, please don't let her die! Her voice was trembling. She wished she could be stronger, for her dad and all of the kids her mom was taking in nowadays. But, she just couldn't. That was her mama!